There's always a boundary, I know about that. Sometimes when the boundary fact hit me, I will be defeated, and hide away in my non-exist secure base.
Soon, when it hit me few more times, I will get use to it.
Some of the things we need to bear the consequence. If you take something, you will expect to pay back in some manner. If you let go something, you will need to let go the things bound together.
How much one wish, you can't have all the best things in the world, without losing anything.
I'll get over it.
This could be the best thing happen to me, Ever!