Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Everything is driving me INSANE. Literally.
I just sit here, looking around, listening around, birds chirping, loud noise here and there.
There's too many disruption, I don't know how to pick myself up. I don't know how to flame myself up. I don't know what is in front of me.
Can I just laugh out loud and just leave everything behind?
Hopefully after this I can find back the restart button.
Sunday, September 21, 2014
These days it suddenly reminds myself that I should be strong, and keep going strong. I believe in girl power, and believe there's nothing in the world girl can't do.
However after some complications, I learned to tone myself down. Be vulnerable when it's necessary, be weak and dumb when it needed to, be empty when it's to your benefits.
I can't say I'm right, but I think this does tone me down and be less 'fierce'.
But this is a self reminder, I must always improve myself.
Life is boring like a still water.
Job is unknown, and now we are playing waiting game, last man standing wins.
I'm not always the last man standing, maybe I should try once.
I'm very anxious in nature, I can't wait and I can't waste time. But this time I'm taking a huge bet, since fate bring me such a way, I shall wait and see.
There's always different passerby and different interesting people in my life in different stage.
I'm thankful for knowing all these people, and get to know how unique and interesting every individual are. They make me understand myself, overcome my weakness and know other people better.
Those who stayed longer make me understand you better, those who touch n go I'm still thankful for knowing you. I believe all of the passerby are nice and kind person. Blessed.
I just discovered Instagram recently, need some outing to fill up my life...
And believe it or not my selfie skill dropped tremendously. I need pretty pictures !!!!!!!
ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCK: I went for hiking with a bunch of nice people. HIKING omg..the thing I hate on my top 10 list, but I think I don't particular hate it now. Yay achievement unlock!
Monday, September 15, 2014
It's just too hard to get everything in the world.
It's weird that how messy my filing system is, and still people are saying I'm organized.
Trying to claim back my tax repayment balance for the longest time, but still there's missing payslip here and there.
I'm so hate myself for not keeping a proper filing.
Now that my old files are gone, it's almost impossible for me to recover the old files :(
And thinking about getting EA form from the previous employer...worries me.
On a bright side, I got a surprise present today!
It's a watch!
I always love watch as a gift, that's why I asked for one on my 21st birthday.
Watch represent time, time is the only unit of measurement in the world. Without time, we are nothing. Time proves the moment, moment creates memories.
Time that forms into memories are timeless. That's why I love watch as gift.
Thanks so much. Long live friendship!
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Went for a short company getaway while we're under secondment. It's super awesome because it's in Marriott! Who can say no to Marriott!
It's relaxing, fun and full with hot bods all the time.
It's been a long while since I truly unwind and have fun. I guess eventually not all things are negative. After the recharged everything seems a bit better.
I guess life is a waiting game. You never know the better opportunity might appear right in front of you if you wait long enough.