Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Happy Niu Year!!!

Happy chinese niu year to you, you and you!!!

Take more ang pow, drink more beer, eat more ba gua, but stay healthy, eat well, sleep well, enjoy holiday well,drink more water, help your parents with the mess...blah blah blah..

Happy OX year~

Monday, January 19, 2009

Music that rocks me up!

These few days my mind keep playing a song...round and round.

So I'm just wanna share this great artist with you all...(MUST LISTEN I DON'T CARE ><) UVERWorld


a Japanese Rock band known for their mixture of musical genres such as hard rock, electronic, and post-punk.

I believe for those who are die-hard anime fans will be very familiar with this band.
The band made their debut with the single "D-tecnoLife", which served as the 2nd opening theme song for the anime BLEACH.


Eeversince I knew this band, I was so amazed by the voice of the vocalist.
I never knew rock can be so unique.
You can never feel noisy listening to them, there's only power, energy, emotion, passion, love, creative and ROCK.

Takuya--the vocalist, the soul of the band. Bestest rock singer!

He composed and wrote most of the songs for UVERworld.
He's not only sing, but rap as well.
His voice is so unique, that he can interchange his voice between singing and rapping.
Not only that, he has so many different style of singing, you wouldn't believe is come from the same person.

I love most of their songs, but recently I just crazily in love with one of their 11th single


What so special about this band, they not only hard rocking, but also sentimentalizing.
This is a slow tempo song, sentimental and emotive.
From the song I can heard what Takuya really want to tell the listener, his though when he wrote this song.
That is why when I listen to this song I feel the impact from his voice, and also his lyrics.

Lyrics (Japanese-Chinese) :


君に最后に 最后一次
打ち明けた 对你说出心底话
梦の话のことは 之前跟你说的梦想
うまくいっているよ 现在正顺利地实现着
君といるはずだった时间は 本应跟你在一起的时间
仕事に打ち込んだり 不是用在工作上了
仲间と过ごしたり 就是和同伴一起度过了
でもなぜだろう 然而到底是为什么呢
たくさんの人に囲まれているときほど 就算当时被再多的人包围着也好
この世界中で 还是觉得在这世上
一人きりな気がして 只剩我孤独一人
君の姿 探してしまうんだ 不自觉地又寻找你的身影来了

恋いしくて 深深思恋你
君の名を 呼んだ 呼んだ 不停唤著 唤著你的名字
心のままに爱せばよかった 当初有照心意坦率地爱你就好了
"さよなら"の訳を 那个"再见"的意思
何度も缲り返す 重复了无数遍
终わり告げたのに 明知道已经结束了
消せない 却还是无法消失

雨はいつも 就跟往常一样
やむときを 教えてくれずに 雨从不告诉人们何时停下来
ただただ降り続く 只是不停地下著
いつもと同じ 就跟往常一样
时间通りの最终电车の中 准时到达的尾班电车中
寄り添う恋人たち 满是互相依偎的情侣们
ふいに気持ちがあの日と重なる 突然间心情就与那天重曡
思いは褪せずに 思绪丝毫未褪色
时间は経つのに 明明已受时间洗礼
云の晴れない空の 乌云密布的天空
涙がまだ止まらないんだ 雨泪还是停不下来

恋いしくて 深深思恋你
君の名を 呼んだ 呼んだ 不停唤著 唤著你的名字
心のままに爱せばよかった 当初有照心意坦率地爱你就好了
臆病になってたんだ 我因你变得胆怯
たとえば君がそこに咲く花ならば 假如你是某处绽放的花的话
水を注ぎすぎ枯らす 会被我过分浇灌而枯萎
守りすぎて日差し闭ざす 会被我过分保护而远离阳光
分からなくなるほど 都快弄不清楚一样
君のこと 对于你的事情 I miss you
甘すぎる蜜は 就像蜜糖要是太甜
その甘さゆえに嫌われ 反而会因那甜味而生厌
绝妙なバランスが ほら 当完美的平衡 你看
崩れ始めたとき 要开始崩溃的时候
怖くなって 我渐觉害怕
何が大切かを 到底什么才是最重要的
分かった振りして 我假装知道
话してしまった 爱を 结果却令我失去了爱
别れ话出会いの始まりだって 别离其实是相遇的开始
言い闻かせて 谁来教会我
今日も仆は歩いていくけど 虽然今天我还在向前走

恋いしくて 深深思恋你
君の名を 呼んだ 呼んだ 不停唤著 唤著你的名字
心が理解してくれないんだ 心深处还是无法理解
"さよなら"の訳を 那个"再见"的意思
何度も缲り返す 重复了无数遍
终わり告げたのに 明知道已经结束了

今はもう逢えないと 如今已无法再相见
分かっているのに 我明明很清楚
仆はまだ理由を探している 但我却还是在寻找那个理由
"さよなら"の訳を 那个"再见"的意思
何度も缲り返す 重复了无数遍

心に嘘が… 要对内心撒谎…

つけなくて 我做不到


This is a song about a man, who regret what he did to a girl.
Like most of us, he doesn't appreciate this person who love him the most, he spend time on work and friends rather with her.
This song illustrate how regret he is after she's gone, forever.
He never said he love her when they're together, and now he'll never have chance to do that again.
He wanted her back by calling her name times and times, but she'll never back again.
He is breaking down without her, although he know the fact that she'll never back again, but he can't help lying to himself, that he can let her go, but he couldn't.

Each time when they has a new single release, I'll addicted to them times and times.
Their music simply adore me, powerful beat,voice,music.

This is my favourite verse of the song.

不停唤著 唤著你的名字

Normal love song I know.
But when you listen to the way he sing, you'll know what I mean.
You can feel the desperation from his voice no kidding.

Tell me if u like it ")

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Post exam

Lunch for today...Tori Terriyaki and sashimi Bento+cawan muchi+gyoza+miso soup :)

Saturday, exam day, sleepless night, blurring mode, yellow paper, scatter notes, steamboat, smile. :)
Sunday, day after exam. Today, working.

Blog this in office, because I have to work today.
I am extremely tired yesterday I know, but I can't sleep last night, and I am, again, sekali lagi, mouichidou (Japanese), LATE !!!!
My smart brother wake me up after my alarm rang for 45 freaking minutes!!
Here am I, without make up on my face, came to office merely 10 minutes late. (My head is itchy now...)
I see those who used to see me during event, put up perfect make up, roll big their eyes and look at me, they have to think twice whether they met the same person...LOL
I guess I really look different without make up!

It seems I haven't been in office for long long time.
This place used to be a comfort zone of mine, during intern period.
I used to came here almost everyday after work, first is to work, second is to look for comfort, from those who I care.
Things change a lot you know. People tend to change to someone you don't really know.
Do they feel the changes? Do they know what they lost? Negative.
Now here is nothing more than a work place, and I get tired working here.

Last night when I can't sleep, I know I can't rely on counting bah bah black sheep...
Then I realised: 'hey...I actually completed my advanced diploma!'
Next question is :"What I'm gonna do next?'

[Dulan now...some non related people order me to do things for them. I'M NOT YOUR SLAVE LO TANKIU]

I really no idea what I'm gonna do next.
The closest thing to me, When to come back from CNY, even small things like this I can't really decide.
See, like what happened just now, what if people ask you do something that you not suppose to, and you don't know how to say NO?

I'm sure things like this will happen next time in workplace. And I don't know what to do!!!

People make mistakes without their notice. People don't really know they made mistakes most of the time!
They don't know because they don't think it's not right to do so.
They don't know because no one say :"hey, you can't do this to people, this will hurt their feelings."
They don't know because when the person did something not so ok, everyone will stay quiet and let the wind blows the word away

No one will give this kind of advice to your friend, even he or she is your closest friend.
I truly understand this. Because I won't do this either.
I can't risk my friendship because of other people.
What can you do when the person really hurt your feeling, unintentionally???
Again, is UNINTENTIONAL...means they don't mean that way.
Sometimes I know this deep down in my heart, but still, feelings is really weird.
When you don't feel right, it's like someone punch to your stomach, pinching pain.

Me either, can't avoid hurting others' feeling. And I might not know I hurt them.
Trying my best to become a better person.
Better person for myself, and for those who don't like my way.
It's a bit late to improve I know.
But I'll never walk alone.

waiting for Japanese lunch now...Muahaha.
Waiting to end this boring day.
These are my wuliao thoughts, as usual.

I want to wash my hair lar!!!!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Back to KL

Monday, 4.30AM, Honda CRV, My Dearest Uncle.
Monday,6.30 AM, Proton Greeny, Panda eyes and pluffy Face :)

Here I am, back to KL like...3 days? (My maths is good u know)
Ipoh is seriously boring without a car.
and I am freaking anti social back in Ipoh.
I know I can go meet friends, but without a car i usually don't date people wan lo...

I am freaking regret I waste so much time back in Ipoh.
But you know....when you lying on your couch, and the pillow is so soft, the weather is so good, and no one disturb you, you will wanna just sleep your ass off rite? rite? rite?
ok, don't care.

The fact is I already wasted so much time at home, and I'm gonna waste some more here.
Keep telling myself that I can't study at day time...haha
But i know it's a excuse la.

My computer kena the stupid bastard spyware, and my 'brilliant' housemate just check my net speed from his laptop, and found out my computer has spyware.
Everyone knows computer is our life!
I can't ask anyone to help me format the computer, so I have to DIY.
Well, I have no idea at all how to format a PC, so I googled a lot of tutorial on how to format a PC at home.
I format like 3/4 times? No idea, and the PC is just not right!
everything is so wrong, cannot online, the previous files are still there, no sound from my PC...and so many more.
But still I manage to format this fella finally la...But now I have 2 OS in my PC now...swt.
I think I'm gonna buy a laptop and throw this back to my dad?
Haha :)

Ah...I experience a weird thing these days.
I changed my pillow, and this pillow really make me had a lot of weird weird dreams.
This morning when I still sleeping, I had a horrible terrible dream.
It's about my dad...and after I woke up from screams, I called my dad, make sure he is ok.
I feel so darn comfortable when I hear his voice...the stupid dream scare the hell of me ==
This is not the first time I had weird dream, ever since I change my pillow...
Should I take my pillow to temple? XD

This is just a boring post...Just to update my blog.
Well, guess I 'm gonna start study...(nah!!!!)
LOL, yeah, I is am gonna start study...haha!

Happy study folks!

Monday, January 5, 2009


Here I am, in my living room, smell of my home, breeze of IPOH, listening to Seconhand Seranade from 8TV, using my 'super speedy' computer...HOME :)
I've been away from home since last time I went back ipoh.
I miss my mom, my dad, my home, my cousins, foods...
This is how I live my life in Ipoh.

Noon-lunch, nap
Night-dinner, chat with mom, TV

(Did you see any slot for study? I told you so! I'm busy...)

Well, this so called 'study week' for me is truly a 'recharge week'.
I live being a worm at home, expecting dinner from my mom...move around in this 5m x 5m space.

This is where I belong, I guess I don't have much time to enjoy such a leisure, sitting at home doing nothing.
Within a year, we are going to graduate from college.
It's just a blink, eversince I crave for graduation. But now, I don't think I won't be missing times with friends, times I slacking around, and times fill with tears and joy.

Chit chatting with my mom is the best thing in the universe.
We laugh for my cousins funny jokes, looking at the pictures.
And when I wanna show my mom my pictures at Melacca, she said :" I saw already, on your blog right?"
Then I went :"..."
I didn't know my mom checking my blog so regularly.
Then I said:"I changed my blog already."
Mom:"where? Facebook ar?"

Very update hor this aunty ><

Right now, I'm just want to have a good time, resting at home...but missing KL :)

Saturday, January 3, 2009


Ip Man I think no one will question about, but what is QC GIRL?
QG=qi guai=奇怪 :) (ta daaaa~~~)
Will come to this later.

Today I went Mid Valley, watched this incredible nice movie--Ip Man.
You can pronounce it as I.P MAN, or you like.
Z2's I.P man gag really funny....haha.
It was so so so nice, every single scene is a climax,promise to catch your attention from the beginning till the end.
I like how the character being acted, very down to earth, a very 'human like' hero character.
After all, I do change my impression towards Donnie Yen, he certainly acted very well in this movie, in both action part and also the essence of the character.
Personally I don't have much feeling to HK movies, I watched a disastrous HK movie last time in cinema, 'Warloards'? forgotten already, but it is so sucks.
This is like the first time I watch a 'nice' HK movie in the CINEMA (you see, I really support original wan...)
Come back to Donnie Yen, I don't really like him actually.
First, he don't look good. Second, I don't like his acting. Third, I don't watch HK movie that much.
But in this movie He totally prove me wrong. He is good in acting, good in fighting, and good LOOKING!!! (I don't know why, I like uncle...muahahaha)
H e's so YENG in this movie. I wonder whether the real Ip Man is that cool...

After the movie, we walked towards the exit.
Here come the QG GIRL story.
We met a freaking weird girl at the exit wtfwtfwtfwtf ==

This pompuan, a bit chubby (above average la her weight), short, wearing yellow color blouse and pearl color pants,pony tail..(OMG, why I can remember so well wan )
like anyone else in the cinema, was so exciting walking out from the cinema.
I wonder whether she was so into the movie, feel like she's another hero from movie...
She walk in front of us, with her friends.
Last moment she was smiling, the next moment she asked her friend:"Is this the fella who kick your chair just now?"
Then the pompuan turn her back and scold us on our face, in Cantonese.
"哇,D人啊,好眉好冒,竟然踢人家个凳, 真是没教养!” (this part I can't recall fully, most probably I still stunted there and my brain went totally blank.)
Both of us STUNNED there for about 3 seconds...
Then we asked each other:"she wasn't scolding us right?"
Because the person in front of us is not freaking female, and I saw it with my own eyes, his leg was NOT touching any chairs throughout the movie damn it.
There's so many people around us you see, and after she finish scolding us (and we are still stunned there), people around us was looking at us.
I feel so insulted because we never did that! I swear I'll defend myself if I know what is happening just now.
Stupid bimbo can't you just talk to the person who kicked our chair DURING the movie and not after the movie.
IF you're educated and civilized, can you just talk nicely to the person with a 'please'?
Can't believe there's such a person!!!! I feel so embarrassed because people around us is looking at us.
After that I feel that she's embarressing herself, rather than embaressing us.
Well, anyway, just...(let it go)don't ever let me see her again ==

Luckily this QG didn't ruin my day. Or else I'll curse her...

Today is not too bad...didn't manage to buy clothes ,but I had a good time.
Shopping is so tiring I know, tankiu tankiu tankiu <3

Hopefully can dig something cheap and nice tomorrow~
(yes, I'm going to shop again tomorrow~yeah!)

Friday, January 2, 2009

Looking back...

I know it's 2009...okayyy.
I'm kinda free today (yea, I mean I did NOTHING today!)
Thinking of the past, year 2008.
Whether you agree or not, I've changed, within a year.
I learnt to think other way, learnt to think on other's behalf, learnt to put myself into other's shoe, learnt how to care about people around, learnt to smile even I don't feel like, or perhaps I learning to become someone who isn't me?

But according to someone, I think is a good thing to be 'someone others want you to be'.
Face the fact, everyone loves the girl next door, sweet and harmless. Flawless character and always have a smile on her face.

(see, I told ya I really really free today, thinking about all these nonsense again~><)

Well, fyi I'm not emo, just being too free and think a lil bit too much.
I still can recall last year new year, I really felt the loneliness can die.
Feel like abandoned and getting sad for the year to come. Getting older? Same old shit?
People saying I'm thinking too much for my age, yea...they told me the same thing few years, still too young? LOL

Last year is really a year for me to experienced a lot of things.
Many of them way out of my control. Many times I tought I'll break down, but my edge is way so far than I expected.

I've been through a lot of emoness...I mean...A LOT. (Don't believe? check my spaces's post lah.) I experienced hope, and lost. Thrill and fear. But at last, a taste of sweetness :)
The most important thing is--I learnt.
The theme song for last year October until November is 'The Man Who Can't be Moved--by The Script'

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guyWho's waiting on a girl... Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoesBut a big hole in his world... Hmmmmand
maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be movedI'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

Don't know why, I just feel that the lyric is so smart, and romantic.

Ahem...I know is gross to say is romantic, when you imagine some kind of nasty dirty beggar sitting at the street, kasut ada lubang, pukul pun tak rambus, tidor dalam camping back berlubang,holding a chun chic's picture some more(imagine Leah Dizon semi naked), and smile nastily ==
(yea, you know what I mean now?)

This song been playing like crazy for about a month. There's so much memories of that time...
Thinking back when I playing this song, still... unbelievable...<3
Never knew things will turn out like this, what a funny serendipity(am I using the correct word?).

No specific theme for this post, just a bit here and there...I finally did something today!! Yattaa~~~

Thursday, January 1, 2009

New Year, New blog.


I always wanna shift my blog from spaces to Blogspot, but you know la...layyyyziiiinesssss...
Well, finally my spaces is 'retired' , after my years of torture, polution and abuse.
It died because of overloaded of pictures.
Moral of the sotry : never be too greedy! [hai!sensei...]

I started my old poor spaces since March 2007, when everyone is talking about 'blogging'.
I never understand blogging...but for me, it is just a kind of communication, ya'll know, when you need to TALK.
Precisely it is not dead totally, if you happen to drop by my spaces, you can still read the post when you click into 'Archive', there you can see the 'murderer' of my spaces-- photos from Melacca.
If you guys are interested to save photos from there juz go here--
(ok, I give up trying the '1 click straight to the page' thingy. Anyone knows how?)

I started to miss my old blog...there's so much incidents happened and I always feel like growing up when I read back my freaking kelian posts.
Ahem...most of them are darn emo I know, but I really like to write emo things I dunno why.

OK, first post in my blog...wat to blog about leh??? [nervous]
okokok....[clear throat]
so let's talk about new year eve.
It turn out not too bad, although I expected something more meaningful.
Not to say count down at The Curve is not meaningful, but I'm just not in the mood of being with sooooo many people.
Seriosuly, I rather to have a nice dinner with friends, and go somewhere not so crowded and watch fireworks from far, then give each other a new year hug, or bear hug?
Last night was nearly a disaster, but luckily the fireworks save up everything.
It was soo soo soooo pretty where you'll feel like keeping your mouth shut and just keep that moment into your memory. (if only the people at my back not spraying some fake 'snow flakes' on me)

Picture I'll post next time, my crappy camera is so difficult to transfer picture ==

I'll love you my blogspot!