Reinforcement: This is the best thing happen to your life.
Yesterday a dear friend tell me, stop weighing what have you done. Right on the spot actually.
It hurts, it still does. Knowing that the future I've been secretly fantasize are all without me now, it hurts.
My emo level is going to burst today, I guess should be the monthly good sister's fault. I'm feeling physically and mentally unfit for anything, work, social...but I have to carry on.
Buck up buck up! This is the best thing happen to you!