I will NEED to stop being one, and be normal for a bit.
When I finally realize and start to appreciate, things go haywire.
I'm just holding a string, a thin long string. All it takes to break the tiny slim string can be anything, even an ant, to bite it off.
So...I'm begging myself. Don't step on your pride anymore, it's easier to said than done.
I'm horrified *self-slap*.