Was really imbalance.
This morning after snoozing my phone for the 34534 times, I woke up and sit on the bed. What the heck am I doing? Why am I so reluctant to get out?
Take my sweet time to shower, prepare breakkie and watch TV. Drinking my coffee...ah...it's time.
Spend more time thinking why I'm doing this to myself? Do I deserve better?
What can I achieve? What else to look forward to? What is the purpose? Am I any richer than last time?
I miss a lot of people all of sudden, my mind is exhausted, I need a break.