I guess what's in my brain is infinity of questions.
I never know what I lacking of, why I always can't perform well?
Why I never know what I need to do to get better?
I never know how to please everyone!
I can't turn myself into someone who charismatic, I can't change the fact!
Why human are so helpless in life?
I want to do something good out of my life, but end up I losing something in my life for good.
My parents always have confident on me, it's like every parents in this world, think their baby is the best.
They never know how many more genius in this world, and how little I am to compare with them.
Never compare, he said.
I never know how to do it, I was thought in this way, always compare with the best, then you'll improve.
The feeling is like this pocket is always full.
Suddenly you notice the middle of the pocket is rotten, it's empty, because there lies some mouse in the middle, bitting the filling everyday!
You try to reach into the pocket to get rid of the mouse, but you can't, coz the top is filled.
You seeing the pocket getting lighter and lighter each day, and you can't do anything about it.
Then one fine day, you see some fat mouse lying on the floor, laughing at you, having nothing done but letting it happen.
How to make everyone happy? How to make myself smatter?
Someone tell me please, perhaps you can?