Smart ass!

Smart people will con people's money.
Smart ass like me will get money stolen by smart people.
I lost my trusty RM100 notes today. CHOR 5...

New Year

Chinese New Year is so much different from last time.

From the weather till the atmosphere.

The expectation during chinese new year nowadays is totally different from last time.

I still remember I used to get sooo excited for new year eve, staying up late to 守岁(staying　late to bless your parents for good health), waiting for the chai shen ye prayer, listening to fire crackers, follow my grannys to prepare ancestors worshiping....Wake up in the morning rush to the kitchen and see what's my mom cooking, busy body ask for my grandpa to buy me more fire crackers...

It's always fun and happy during chinese new year.

Guess eevrything has change nowadays. No more fire crackers, no more staying up late to bless my parents (because we so use to stau up late, the meaning is different), the weather turn haywire, the kids grown up, everyone prefer staring at the laptop screen rather than the TV, lesser relatives coming back to visit my granny after my grade-grandma passed away. Awww...I miss her so much...

Nothing can stop the changes, but I still glad that I had the experience of celebrating a true Chinese New Year, not another festive season to eat all the good stuff and take ang pow money. The meaing of chinese new year is much more than that, it's a festival for family to gather, for friends to gather, for you to plan for the year ahead and crosscheck what have you done in the previous year.

This chinese new year I kinda lost, because this is the first CNY after I started working.

I felt less CNY mood, because I still thinking about my work sometimes and I have lesser time to prepare for CNY.

My boyfriend is homealone during CNY and I felt so bad for him.

My friends had a tough time going through the emotional swing.

My mom not feeling well because of the weather, and I'm not feeling well because of the heat.

ANYWAY...

One thing I feel very happy during this tiger year is I have 2 more tiger cousin sisters in the family!! The babies can always make me smile, babies rox CNY!

Now my babies in the family growing, and I started to lost count...=..=

But still I love them all!!! <3

And hor and horrr!!!!

My handsome uncle engaged during Valentine's day aka chor yat this year!!!

I felt so glad for my aunt because her youngest son finally get married"!!!!

Last year has been a tough year for all of them especially after her husband got stroke.

I sayang my aunt so much and I felt the bitterness in her heart too!

The joy on her face that day is so relief, and I know everyone of them is blessed that day!

　

30 ways to make a girl smile :)

Not totally true, but most of them able to apply to most of the girls ...


1. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine. (Agree!)
2. Hold her hand at any moment you can. (Hell yea!)
3. Kiss her on the forehead.(Aww..this is sweet)
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to. (I prefer wake up call, or a mid night message :)
5. When she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go. (Like most of the mushy love stories, this works.)
6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. (Agree!)
7. Call her sweetie, not baby. (Anything, as long as you are comfortable.)
8. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. (yes, sometimes I prefer I allow to sing in front of him)
9. Pick her over all the other girls you hang with. (hmm...not when you're driving)
10. Write her notes [ she loves them ] . (who can reject this?)
11. Introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend. (Refer to no. 6. this is the example)
12. Play with her hair & if it smells good tell her. (Play with hair is good enough)
13. Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her. (Sounds like puppy...not pussy! puppy!)
14. Pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it. (Not applicable to me, giant size)
15. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes. (I love jokes XD)
16. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her. (Too drama..)
17. Let her fall asleep in your arms. (No way...too heavy to move me after that)
18. Carve your names into a tree. (I like to go green.)
19. If she’s mad, kiss her. (Normally girls will just throw tantrum and yell back.)
20. Give her piggyback rides. (hahahhahaha....!!! Speechless)
21. Bring her flowers just because of nothing. (Hmm...no one do this anymore nowadays)
22. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone. (I realize guys are difficult to treat gf the same in front of friends..fail!)
23. Let her take as many pictures as she wants. (Should change to 'let her SHOP as long as she wants.)
24. Slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing. (very western, OUT)
25. Kiss her in the rain. (What the heck...)
26. Take long walks on the beach at night with her. (This is sweet..:)
27. Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home (This is..very..drama)
28. When she’s ill stay by her bedside (Oh this is a must la ok)
29. Play fight with her and let her win (You mean the real fight? or the tickle fight? Guy should win the girl and you know...ahem..)
30. And most importantly if you love her, tell her. (Girls are easy to please.)


XOXO

What touches you?

Picture credit to Jennifer Tai photography, her photograph truly touches me.




Many small little things can make my day.
Not extra things like won a lottery or get promoted.

Something simple, like a baby's smile, a beautiful pictures, a funny jokes, a warm person, the funny way of people walking, catching up with old friends, old school friends gathering invitation, kind gentlemen help you to carry things without you asking, a stranger's smile, a dinner appointment, a nice song in the middle of traffic jam, old time memories, a tease, an old song full of memories, a few line MSN conversation with long lost friend.

All these touches me.

As simple as a soulful lyrics.
Simple as knowing friend's valentine's day plans, imagining the smile on their faces.

It's just simple and happy to live in the life you have. Remember every bits of them. Happy or sad, they will bring you something at the end of the day.
Thankful for the rights and wrongs. They are the one making what you are today.



If there were next life, I wish I can bring memories with me.

1+1=?

There's so much feelings recently, not myself, it's by seeing my friends feelings, which somehow affected me.
Emotions is weird I think, one thing I cannot handle properly is emotions. That's why rather than handling the emotions, it's better to be emotionless.

If you don't have much emotions you wouldn't expect. No expectation will not lead to disappointment. This is what I learnt from my pass.

But when feeling strikes you, no one can avoid it, no matter how rationale and wise you are in managing your EQ.

Angry just piss off and curse!
Sad you just need to cry yourself out and sleep.
Happy just enjoy the moment, keep it in your memory bank.
But what when all these feelings fixed up?
I experienced this once long time ago, where I have no way to handle it except being a coward and run away from problem.

Make people hate me, then learn a lesson and be fake to everyone, and slowly I adapt to the fake me and forget the past. I guess I am happier by letting things go. At least people don't hate me that much, and I'm glad I learn when I'm still able to make mistakes.

Don't get me wrong, I'm quite satisfy with my current life.
A stable job, couple of close friends, dinner mate, a partner, families...I guess no news is good news! :p

Job is getting more and more...this is the life cycle I reckon.
Gonna head back to work..headache!!!

Why Blog?

Why I only feel like blogging when I'm not in a good mood?
I'm not extraordinary bad mood till want to vent things out, but i just have lower self esteem today. This morning's Pagi show is funny, the later topic of the day was do you hate eating alone, the first topic is 'what is the ridiculous demand you ever get from your partner'.

I guess I hate eating alone LOL. very much.

Since I'm not in the mood of working, looking at the computer but think of something else, might as well I do something to make myself better.

What can you do to make you feel better when you're in office?

1) Stuff yourself in music, maximize the volume of your mp3/ handphone whatsoever, follow the beat and shake it! (You'll look like a freak but hey, I don't care!)

2) make yourself a cup of rich Nestlo, put as much milo powder you want, sweet things make you happy I guess.

3) Go out of the office, find some place which is absolutely quiet. (I guess will get more emo by doing this )

4) call your boy friend/ girl friend. (If only they are not working, able to entertain you)

5) Visit shopping site, entertainment site, any light content site.

6) go Youtube and find some funny commercial to LMAO!

7) think of the weekend, plan your weekend ahead. If so happen it's Monday then skip this.

8) Ask someone for dinner, someone who can make you happy for dinner. Then look upon the nite.

9) running out of idea.

10) blog lo.


Haiz, still low esteem-ing.

Well, I think i gonna start by doing item no.1, ciao!

For Smeagol

I've not been blogging for a century time. I forgotten how to blog.
Not feel like working today, plus I'm still not feeling well, might as well I come back and take a good rest.
Made some quite serious mistakes at work because of not feeling well, yes, better to take MC and rest.

I like my work, although i have so many things to learn but still I love my work. I love making friends with them funny people, I love talking, I love learning, working and have fun at the same time. What is wrong with talking, you know...converse, not MSN, but verbally talk? What is wrong with making friends? What is wrong being nice to the person who treat you well? I enjoy talking to elder people, anything wrong? blek.

I've come across someone looks exactly like this
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Smeagol

If you watched LOTR, you'll know how he behave, sneaky, dirty, insidious，do things under the dark.
If you never watch before, nevermind, his face is obvious enough. No?

come. Show you another one..
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NAH!!

If you find Smeagol adorable, you probably is one too.

If you gonna put the equation of smeagol on me, sorry...I'm human being, not creature!