Monday, October 31, 2016
End of my favorite, Bye October
Most of our fav month is always birthday month.
October has been great, don't be fooled by the picture. This is irrelevant to Oct.
I got so much love, so much birthday greetings, so many present I unexpected, so many celebrations I can't even be thankful enough.
October has been great, although, I missed my target, AGAIN.
I believe the toughest part of my job is to face hater.
I tried my best to be the nicest person you know, your friend, your advisor when you don't have clue, your helper and your trusted one.
But always, there's hater within internal and external. And the part I hate the most is to keep going back to them like an ex girlfriend, hoping for forgiveness and love.
Hoping them will love me back.
That's life right?
Despite how much I do or how little I do, haters gonna hate.
Hello friend, who hurts me.
I will not blame you for being distance and cold, it's a choice of life.
I choose to love you more and hopefully, you will open your heart and we be that idiot friend who talks crap and sometime intelligent talks again.
I'm grateful for those who love me, and I will love you back unconditionally.
It's blessed to feel the love, and to know that some where, these people will not leave you behind, they stand by you. They save you when you need them. They will not say no if I need help.
It feels warm actually.
Thank you god, for what I have, what I will have and what I never had.