Friday, October 7, 2016
29 years old!!
It's 12.22am now, just past my official day of turning into 29.
I must said this year is very eventful.
I have lots of ups, in career, with friends, with another half, with family.
There's lots of downs as well, I guess things need to balance up a bit. Stressed with career, fuss about friends and etc.
But I thankful for such arrangement in life. I learnt a lot, learn to be strong, and learn that I'm invincible, I can do anything I want, at least I believe so.
I see myself clearer, 29 years old me.
I like to be myself once in a while, please myself, be alone and feel secure about it.
I had massive insecurity few months ago, and to my friend who are super annoyed at my famous quote, #quarterlifecrisis.
I fear for the unknown, fear for the future, and worst is I had so much regrets which I hope to do better, but I can't turn back time. So much worry it drowns me.
I'm better now, like I said, I learnt.
I will control the future, and live every bit of it. And I feel much secure now.
It's my last 20s, and I like to experience everything! I am excited with the unknown, go for it!
To everyone whom I love, loved and loving me, thank you for the warm wishes on my small little birthday. I felt big with all your love.