Saturday, September 21, 2013
So much have happened recently, I just choose to switch it off and reset.
I told my dear co-wokers, I have this ability to 'reset' feelings and things, I will feel normal after I do that.
But I think reset button have usage limitation. Somethings will just keep coming even after restart.
I'm flying off again next week, will be a darn tiring trip, the hours are crazy. But what am I to complain when I know great minds out there, they don't even sleep!
They enjoyed working 24/7, enjoyed invent something cool, and achieved something at the end of all the hardship. Success ain't easy, need to earn it.
The past Thursday was mid autumn festival, it's my lunar birthday, my favorite chinese festival of the year!
There's so many memories about this day, my family used to celebrate my birthday on this day, it's more important than my actual day.
This year for some reason, I didn't manage to go back and celebrate. The feelings is kinda weird.
It's important but only you know it. My mom called and expected I'll have something on, but apparently I just enjoy the day off (MC actually) and just past the day.
I appreciate my childhood, for having families to celebrate special days with me. Sitting outside of the front yard in my Granny's house, sharing mooncake and pamelo, drinking chinese tea.
I need to do something really therapeutic, something I can recover my tiredness of life. Something that worth for me to feel recharged for a week.
I missed the time I have friends who are close to you, concern about you and will grow with you. Togetherness ain't easy.
People can sit in one car but their mind are far apart. Sitting in the same table but keep looking at the phone screen. Working together but don't know each other life story.
I need a getaway badly, it's bad enough I just feel like stop doing whatever I'm doing, and do nothing.
'Smart' people inspire me a lot. I started to make a move, at least to carve out something. It might be shapeless still, one day I will knowwhen the day has come.
Dear smart people, I hope we can still share stories and inspiration even when you are in a different universe.