I have finally made a hardest decision ever.
Seeing the disappointment in my colleagues and boss's eyes, is painful.
I'm a person who hardly say no to anyone, even though I say no, will be a very indirect no. This time I need to place a cold hard fact in front of myself, and saying, 'No thanks for all the opportunities. No thanks for looking up to me. No thanks for the monetary compensation.'
Man, this is hard!
However, I still love this company to the bit, I love the culture here, the people here. I definitely see the colabo coming in the future.