Thursday, November 21, 2013

Japan oh Japan!



Japan is such an amazing country, it's magical, I told to many.
Since young I've been so in love with Japan culture. It started from a boring afternoon, when I finish watching tv2 Japanese drama, the MTV from W-inds. started all.

And that was 2002. 11 years since then.

Dreams come true
I used to dreamed about going to Japan on 2010 in my primary school time (way before I get crazy about W-inds.). Naively calculating how much I can earn after I start working, and save half of the money to go Japan.

All the ups and downs, after Fukushima nuclear incident, Japan is still standing strong. Finally, my dream come true on 30 Oct 2013.

Just some quick random feelings I have to this trip, and how I feel amazed by their spirit.


1. Japanese are patriotic Nation, they will speak to you in Japanese first even through you are obviously no clue on what they are saying.

2. No ugly Betty, like seriously. Everyone I see on the everywhere is well groomed, they might not be good looking, but they are well dressed, patiently put up layers of clothes, scarfs, high knee stocking and boots, blow and set the hair as exactly the way they seen on the magazine.

3. No Skin. Not sure whether it's autumn now, I see no skin at all, literally! Just the hand, I mean palm and the face, the rest of the body are all COVERED! Whether or not in black stocking or pantyhose, they are all covered.

4. Cheap store. Although their standard of living is so freaking high, I felt that they are still very considerate about middle class people. A very good example, Daiso. Everything is 100yen, affordable in good quality.

Yummy Matsuya Gyudon with Miso eggplant, 480yen.

Tsukimi soba 600 yen.

Famous Ichiran Ramen, 780 yen.

Super yummy Coco Ichibanya curry rice, around 680 yen I think @__@

5. Cheap food. As above, they have very expensive-can-cry food, but they have very cheap and affordable food, such as Yoshinoya and Matsuya. 280 yen for a bowl of delicious stew beef rice, come with complimentary ocha and cold water. What can you ask for?

6.Like Mr Boon said, Japanese language is like songs to ear to listen to. Of course, provided if you like the language. It's gentle, polite and anime-like.

7. Don't doubt this, you will start to bow sooner or later!

8. They don't look 'down' at cheapskate *yes, me*. In most of the chinese (or rather Asian countries), freebies always associate with cheapskate. But although as much as we used up all the free vouchers, and take free toiletries, it's 'normal' to them and they respect us as their up-most customer.



9. Japanese is the most innovative+ intuitive people. Simple example: their toilet. Maybe not all, but most of their toilets are intuitive. Once you enter, clear label there's Japanese toilet (squat toilet) and Western toilet (sitting style). Once you sit down on your warm-welcoming toilet bowl, flush sound start playing. Wonder why? Because it's detect by sensor. While you are doing your business, no sound can be heard because it's covered by the fake flush sound. After you done, worry not. Just a few buttons your will feel water spray on your you-know-where plus blow dry. Stand up and flush will perform automatically. Your hand reach out to the basin and water come automatically.

Nation of intuitive UI and UX. You win.

Oh, and the toilet usually smell quite nice.



TBC, too busy with work.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Themes


Themes of the week:

天将降于大任,必先饿其体肤,劳其筋骨。

Love is painful, literally.


What does Oct 27 even mean? Full of fear and insecurity.
If I can ignore what happened back then? I can choose to ignore but they are like film roll playing in my mind, again and again. I want to ignore, seriously. God help me to erase them, distract my mind with wonderful happy feelings.

Mood, work, and every other things are not exactly well. So temporary just drowned by all these feelings. I will be fine.

It's just 'me' again.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Boiling point


As much as I'm trying to clam myself, trying to cheer myself up, this time I'm really can't get over the feelings.

The anger, the frustrations, the forever looping vicious cycle, the unfair, the desire to take a break.
The picture above basically sum up what I'm gonna do next.

It's so hard when you don't have a proper channel to let loose, of all the anger you have.
Luckily I still have my blog.

In this world I think only a few know what my feelings is, and understands it.
It's not easy to stay positive, when you have no colleague who can be with you. I'm always in this odd position, whereby there's only so much you can say to your friends, just because they are your 'client'.

Cant' spread negativity to your co-worker, can't spread to your friends, so it just burning inside.

It's so hard this time. I need power to keep me moving. May Lord stay with me, give me strength and power to move on.

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Torn Apart


After a road trip during the weekend, I though my reset function is working just fine.
But I was wrong.

I can't get over being blamed for something not entirely my fault, and the inner anger is still burning.

It's just the beginning of every shit you can imagine.

Stop crying and suck it up.

Friday, October 18, 2013

Dr.Huddy


Watched House yesterday and that episode, they finally got together.

They are the cutest character in the series. They act like kids, bully each other and play prank on each other like kids. Remember how you will do if you have secret crush on a fella during primary school?

You'll flip her skirt, punch him, mess up his homework, poke him from the back during class. Attention seeking it is.

This is how they do it exactly, except the 'adult' way.
He smashed her toilet bowl, hired PI to stalk on her.
She throw away his sticks, changed his drugs, steal his office.

But when problems come, they worry about each other, always keep an eye for each other.

There's a fine line there they wouldn't want to cross. They are afraid, if they go admit that feeling, bad things happen.

They won't be friends anymore, and they will not feel good about each other. They know they are 2 unfit puzzles, but they secretly loving each other. Always protecting each other, looking out one another.

They are afraid, adult first world problem.

The jerk know he'll always be a jerk. The lady know he will always be.

But they did it. In one life and death event, they did it.
It's happy, warm and full of laughter. No argument, only sweet smile and stupid jokes.

Then, before Cuddy left the house, House said, this is not going to work.
Crushed.
They messed up the fine line, hence everything crumble.

Can they go back to how they used to? I don't think so.
But stop loving each other? They can't.

The moment they say goodbye, they have fear, doubts and insecurity.  All the wrong feelings punching their tummy, rational telling them wrong, feelings messing everything up.
They know this is not the right thing to do. Love is not everything.



The potion of love, is not love alone.

There's always other things which come together in a package.

Responsibilities, insecurities, comfort, company, time, families, pet, even your god-damn bad habit come together.

Love is nothing, in compare to all these.

That's why many people are in love, not many made it to the last.

Sacrifices is the key. How much are you willing to?

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Pain in the ass

Fenn's farewell gift. Bye Fenn!





These few days, shit happened non stop.
Why can't some pain in the ass be removed?

Some people are just plain ass hole, with no responsible and consideration at all.
If you can't even be responsible for one minor thing, why bother to earn money? You don't deserve your pay grade.

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Change place again. Now moved to a darker corner, with lots and lots of sweets in front of me.
I'm glad that I'm in the plan to be moved. But I hate ants crawling on it.

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Unfinished stuff hits round and round. There's always new priority riding on top of another.
Sucks.

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Just hold on for a while, and I will be in my dream country soon!