Tuesday, June 7, 2016
Stopping bad habit
People says you need 21 days to pick up a habit, 3 days to pick up a bad one.
How to stop a habit? Not necessarily bad habit but it's just a habit.
The need and urge to talk to someone, to release, share bad day stories, negativity and find comfort in each.
The need to see someone to escape from reality, to avoid going back to the day-time-self and be happy for a while.
The bad habit of not knowing what to do when the above both are gone.
I try so hard to feel blessed, to be happy even though things doesn't work out as it should be, be a little bit more positive when talking to people.
But it's just my bad habit to have an outlet, to vent things out and laugh all about it.
And that is difficult.
It's difficult to find someone who can listen to you and know you, know you more than you do.
Extremely blessed if I have someone like that but HECK, who want to listen to you boring AF story ??
Grow up girl!
Let it GO.