Update

It's been a while (a long while) since I abandon my own blog. I even need to think for a second for my own blog URL. Sad.

Alright, quite update of my current live.

1) Safely, 3rd month of my new job is coming. I can sti
ll remember how hard the feeling is to step out of my comfort zone, lovely colleagues and come to a whole new environment.
It's hard not to think about my previous job when you have no colleague to face, only boss. I think I'm doing quite well to lunch alone now, way to go girl!


Work.

2) Moving towards Apple. For job reason, I have changed my PC to mac, and Nokia to Iphone. Most of the times I will get 'Whoo Whoa' from people. However this is not the 'package' which I agreed to. Apparently my bosses are hardcore Steve Job fans, and they believe in to work and present better your work to the world, you must first have the best equipment. Not only device, intelligence as well.

3) Car accident, again (I know).
This time round is not my fault AT ALL. Apparently the one who hit me, was JT. Weirdest accident ever huh...He was hit by the car behind, and his car hit mine, which is right in front of his. So end of story, I gotten my car a spanking new butt, JT gotten his car a new forehead and buttock.




4) RM 200000 loan.
With lots of help from my much love papa and mama, I finally achieved my first dream before 25 years old. Do you call this, LOA (law of attractions), or determination?
Whichever it is, I gonna cut down on all my expenses. 200k loan is no joke. Finger cross, I will be fine.


5) Balllllllli!
Went to Bali for a week escape. Away from emails (partially), traffic (unlikely) and Internet (sadly), we are recharged and had so much fun! The beaches are stunning, the sea breeze lingering, you can literally feel the stickiness on your skin, probably the sea salt. But it feels so good. I can't forget the 15 minutes of leisure I have in Ubud, a decent coffee house with a fine cup of flat white. The 15 minutes we have is a bliss. It's best describe as 'life' at that moment.






Other than that, travel is not complete with good food. The suckling pork ribs and a bowl full of beef ball soup (Bakso) still 'haunting' me. Can't get enough of these.


6) Share price big sale
Not a good news for me, can't escape from the Bursa riot, and hence lesser money to do renovation and furnishing. Time will do the curing I know, nothing else I can do except waiting.

People around me are having drastic change. They are getting aggressive, motivated and moving forward. I started to feel the stress of leaving behind. Time to get some sparks after vacation. Like one of my Star colleague always says, 'think Weisin, think!'

The more we expose to the world, the more desire I have in my inner self. It's like before you expose to Sushi Zanmai, you will be satisfied with Sushi King's crappy sushi. Once you have the best, you will not go back. It's the same in life.

I see more things, meet more people, know more successful entrepreneur, the more I generate desire. Better life, better future, better path way. Sometimes desire needs money, it's like buying a pair of Marks & Spencer's shoes, who wanna go to Vincci to buy a pair of overpriced flats!

Money is the key, to drive all these desire to reality. I know I will have what I wanted, no fear to grow my wish list, just work harder to grow my fortune.

Hardest decision, ever!

I have finally made a hardest decision ever.

Seeing the disappointment in my colleagues and boss's eyes, is painful.
I'm a person who hardly say no to anyone, even though I say no, will be a very indirect no. This time I need to place a cold hard fact in front of myself, and saying, 'No thanks for all the opportunities. No thanks for looking up to me. No thanks for the monetary compensation.'

Man, this is hard!

However, I still love this company to the bit, I love the culture here, the people here. I definitely see the colabo coming in the future.

I'm gonna do this for once

I'm gonna do something really Bimbo and stupid to make a record for my life, for this period of time, when I'm heading 24 years old, I still doing something like this.

I always fancy about voice, I love to listen to deep, powerful, convincing voice.
I always fond of fingers too, long slim, clean cut and fair fingers.
I like looking at beautiful eyes, not the sissy kind, is eyes like deep blue sea; like how Suzzie Salmon describe her mother in Lovely Bones. Deep eyes, where you can see endless emotion in a pair of eyes. (And sometimes maybe with the help of eyeliner and smokey eyes).

Found the ideal look I want in guy. Just the look, and the eyes, and the lashes, and the eyes again, and the voice. OK I'm done.









Alrite, laugh as loud as you want!


My new fancy, TOP from Big Bang.




Funny name, funny korean thick make up boy band, but wait until you see him rapping.
I have no immune system towards rappers, especially cute good looking rapper with deep dimple.


OK, come laugh again.






I'm starting to do something really childish and weird, but it spice up my life.
It's like how I admire W-inds last time, early in the morning the daily dose is to watch their videos. Daily supplement is the music, and the rest of the day will be exceptionally good, good mood, good traffic, good smile~



Maybe in few weeks time I will not fancy him anymore, this post will serve as a prove for myself for childish act, for going back to 18 again.


Hello 18!

New Year Resolutions

1) To be a lovable girl. Do like how others do, how people can black faced but still lovable, and VERY lovable.

2) To be better driver, NOT to bang my car EVER again.

3) Buy myself something I really want, such as Camera, Curler, Starbucks mug, a pair of nais oxford, a really really nais purse, an expensive jeans, Iphone, something indulge...now you know what I mean? I can't even decide this myself?

4) Be proactive on work! Act before people, act fast, act smart!

5) Do more listening than talking.

6) Finish reading Stephen Covey's book. And apply.

7) Do something in my career which I can proudly say out loud. Something!

8) Send my parents money.

9) Start TRADING. I mean seriously, start.

10) Find treatment, solution, medicine for him.

11) Stand out before my boss. I'm still nobody in front of the boss. I need to grow, from a small potato.

12) Save another 15k for house.

13) Be grateful for life. Stop looking at others' pretty hair, pretty dress, shoes and bag.

14) Find my mentor for dinner, at least once.

15) Appreciate friendship, learn how to ask from people. Take more than give.


Ultimately, to be happy.

溃疡

嘴巴溃疡，心也溃疡了。
嘴里说不出好话，心里也不能压抑了。
呼。

雨天

我最爱的十二月怎么啦。。。好事呢？

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下雨了。。。而且还是一从巴士踏出来就下起倾盆大雨。
老天，不是那么幽默吧！

好，我认命。

雨越下越大，淋雨中也不那么好当。
雨水好冰。 TMD 电影都是骗人的！
为什么别人淋雨那么潇洒，我那么狼狈！
连内衣都湿透了真是的。

好不容易走进电梯，身上滴着水，脸上的妆大概也胡得七七八八了。
为了不要吓到人，我还是一本正经的，假装没事，很自在的站在电梯里。

估计后面两个男生一定是觉得我有问题。

这个时候，我只需要一把伞，和晚餐。

头疼，嘴巴溃疡。

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一流的十二月。

仙人掌也快死了，就是不舍得辜负别人把它带回来给我。
怎么办。。。

节日

佳节快来了！
浪漫的圣诞节，欢乐的跨年，喜洋洋的农历新年~
虽然，发生了一些衰过吃屎的事情，可是日子还是一样过，地球还是一样转。

参加了公司的圣诞派对。看看上面的图，难道你不认为没有拆开的礼物是最美好的吗？
花花绿绿的礼物纸，华丽丽的包装，大家都觉得包装最豪华的一定是最好的礼物。

才不是呢！

打开一看，不就是一堆不切实际的东西。
鸡肋骨，嚼之无味，弃之可惜。
到头来还不是把礼物再转送出去，或者下一年再拿出来交换。
这就是盲目的交换礼物的漏点。
哪里跑那么多有用，实际，又男女皆宜的礼物啊！

可是看见礼物堆满的时候还是很兴奋的。就是这个兴奋感还是值得的。

大家佳节都干吗呀？
单身的一定很闷，闷慌了，快快安排节目，免得佳节独自自怜。
没单身的一定预留自己的另一半，有没有节目就不得而知了。
出去，免不了就是大塞车。除非你有非凡的耐力，有多少人可以塞车可是不生气的。
不出去，就怎么都有点遗憾，总觉得要干些什么才行。

不干什么，也总要过得有意义。节日不就是为了过得有意义吗！

购物广场里的圣诞饰品都好豪华，整体上就是让你觉的无忧无虑，钱包饱满，随时可以大血拼。
实际上呢，老娘我撞了车，没有发花红，要缴倒霉到家的罚款，浪费了无数电话钱（我就是吝啬），车子要大修，还要麻烦这个，麻烦那个的帮忙我处理一些保险的事情，加上我的保险经纪不在吉隆坡，倒霉到家。
辛辛苦苦存来的钱，就这样莫名其妙的不见了。
天知道我多想痛快地买东西，辛苦存的血汗钱有多血汗。
连旅行我都不敢想，只能上网看看游记过瘾。
看着别人身上都穿着最新，最潮流的服饰，心里痒痒的还是要咬咬牙，告诉自己这些很快就过去了。
看着美美的化妆品，护肤品，天啊。。。我要钱！
我要去痛快地剪一个`很`贵的发型，很奢侈的给专人染头发，做一做很贵妇的treatment!做一个很可爱的美甲，把脚甲也做得blingbling的 (噢是虚荣，怎样！老娘就是肤浅）~



看到别的美女穿得漂漂亮亮地，妆化得美美的，全身上下穿着都是最新最流行的衣服饰品。
老娘可以不羡慕吗你说啊！往死里羡慕的说。
可是还可以自我麻醉，本小姐走的是不一样的风格。
什么风格啊，颓废风啊，成熟步入老年不打扮风吗？



倒霉了就是钱包空虚了。钱包空虚也要买礼物，也要还人情，重点是三万要还。

钱是少了，屋子还是要买。我要买买买买！！！！

TMD 屋价越来越贵，货币越来越贬。你说要多多少血汗？
女孩子的青春，就那短短几年。尤其我的青春来得迟，就那么几年。等到屋子买成了，我就只有屋子了。青春早都包二奶去了！

新的一年快来了，希望真的迎新送旧，把不好的都留下。

新年的新希望，请给我多一点耐力，带走我无止尽的欲望/给我无止尽的金钱花（拜托，选后者）。谢谢。